I won’t lie to you… I began all of this under 100% selfish pretenses just one year ago.
I had just moved into a new apartment after being left with nowhere to live with one weeks notice.
I was caught up in my ex-boyfriend’s emotionally abusive cycle.
I was unhappy and completely stressed out with my job.
I felt overweight, unhealthy and stuck.
I was lost.
I knew I had to do something more…
What had I always done? Write.
But this time was different.
I now wrote to a public audience. For anyone to read.
It gave me a certain vulnerability knowing how I felt and what I had been through was available for whoever wanted to read.
My friends knew about it but otherwise I wanted to conceal who I really was.
I was sharing my stories, my experiences, my raw emotions and actions.
I was afraid for people to know who I was and put a face to my words.
This was because I did not even know who I was. Woah.
While this form of writing helped me to express these emotions, I wanted something else.
I began to explore myself and take care of myself in ways I never knew how to before.
The entries were emotionally triggered and inconsistent solely based on my life experiences as I felt fit to share them or as they occurred.
I knew I wanted to go somewhere with it… but where? How?
It wasn’t until a few months ago in the middle of a conversation in a group of strangers at a Sex Trivia night at a local bar when it hit me.
The conversation lingered in a sex based tone.. The guys making jokes and me replying “I am a fucking goddess!”…
Meaning “I am not your average woman you can disrespect without it going unnoticed.”
I. Am. A. Goddess.
I went from surviving to thriving.
I wanted to achieve Goddess Status and share Goddess Status!
I will be completely honest with you… Goddess Status it not for everyone.
I mean, I mentioned basic energies to my coworkers at lunch last week and they looked at me like I was crazy!!!
Goddess Status is for women who want to realize their full potential; they want to work on themselves; they want to be the best version of themselves and shine through the mediocrity of day-to-day life.
A Goddess must be willing to tap into her own reality and dig deep into her soul.
Some women feel safer where they are. They do not want to explore, discover or learn about themselves and their potential.
Wake up, work, home, chores, sleep. Wake up, work, home chores, sleep.
But where do you fit in there, goddess?
How would I share this with the women who did want it or are even the slightest bit curious?
I would do what I had always done… I would write.
In the past year, I have gone from a zombie of a human being unsure of what to do with her time, not aware of her worth or potential…
…To a goddess with goals, ambitions, healthy friendships with those I love, working on a routine and figuring out my shit…
I started writing more, spending more time alone, took a break from dating, invested in myself by hiring a life & health coach, took more bubble baths.. I simply did things to fill my own cup.
I have been able to see myself as a worthy individual who deserves the best things in life and now realize no one else is in charge of my happiness except for myself.
I am here to share it all with you in the best way I know how.
You are Goddess Status.